BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS »

Pages

Saturday, August 29, 2009

能挽回她吗? ^_^有小成就吧!!

不知不觉,就过了几个星期,我和她就做了几个星期的似普通又似情侣的生活...
在这个日子根本不好过,活在得5050的...“过山车”T_T , 感觉是心理永远的谜, 在这段日子,我很清楚知道她很忙于读书,疯狂学校,差不多一个星期一个小考试与一个小小presentation...看了都觉得心寒@_@根本吃个饭都没时间吧... 其实我和她还是有联络,她每次都说不要我找她,偏激的想就觉得她要慢慢和我划清界限...好难受哦...说真的我很会胡思乱想,超有“想像力”的...天天还我睡觉不行,吃饭不行,连看个戏都觉得烂戏一部...“心事周绕”的生活...
。。。。。。

不打了.... 没必要了今天......

Thursday, August 20, 2009

没机会,没机会

我没想过放弃,
只是不知道该怎么争取,
她是我一生中遇过最好的回忆,
因为她的笑容真的真的很吸引我,
现在的我,每当想到她,心里就不断。。。
唉。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
算了吧,
能守护一下她,能帮到她让她不常碰钉就好了,
我本身也不求多少,有机会我还是把她归为己有!!!

我的心真的好累

Monday, August 17, 2009

我的愿望 = 简单 1+1

我只想我们能够一起白头偕老,
我只想我们能够平平安安,
我不想要什么轰轰烈烈搞到要生要死。。。
我只想能够带你跨越地球,走遍全世界。。。
带你买进所有的名牌,吃尽所有的小吃。。。

Monday, August 10, 2009

友情和爱情之间是什么价值??

在一个晚上,我打了几通电话给她。。。我那天与她谈了不少的,那时我很理智的,清醒的,我想让知道我和她四年走来的风风雨雨。。。这四年的感情,我知道不是假的。。。我并没有要求什么,只想在我们说了分开之前的一些“闭幕典礼”吧。。。让她和我有个时光倒流旅来重现会以前的点点滴滴。。。

我还记得我是怎么认识你的(我第一眼看都你,是你穿蓝色旗袍的时候,我觉得你很美)
我还记得我是怎么追到你的(一个星期四,我说我要载你会家的时候)
我永远记得我们几时开始的(你永远生日的前5天)记忆太清晰了!!

我们也有属于自己的歌曲(我真的受伤了,爱的天使,约定)
我还记得我们有个歌唱比赛呢(7月1号) 那时的情景我永远永远都不会忘记
我还记得我们有时会翘课,然后跑出去玩(刺激+过瘾)
我们在8月的时候有个KL旅行(我们拍了不少照片,我还收着)

其实还有好多好多。。。。这些只是一小小部分而已
3月14号和15号,我们去了水闸稻田看日落,那天你破例第一次驾摩托车,出夜街,还有说鬼故事。。。你的生日也不可能少的。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

对我来说,我们的点点滴滴不是一天一日,是很多碰巧机缘让我们相遇。。。。
我很珍惜这段感情,
人总是有的时候就不要,没的时候才来后悔。。。
我们没能完成这个任务,就只能代表我们有缘无分吧!! (不心甘的写)






我好像不放弃她吧???
身心好累,想停一停,
不想有其她了,只想忠收守她一个^_^Y

Friday, August 7, 2009

我做了个决定。。。

我想了一个晚上,
我自己做了个最后的决定,
我决定还是要把她夺回来,
我不管旁人的眼光,
我只想拥有她的一切,
我相信我是能给到她幸福的,
现在的我需要回复自信,
多少次的跌倒和挫折,
没关系!!
因为我要的是她能够回来我身边,
爱情是麻木的,自私的。。。
她的不愿意,我会让她愿意
她的不甘愿,我会让她甘愿
总之我要的是她的心和人都能给我守护,
没问题的,什么都没问题

失败再来过,失败有再来过,
我心中的对她的热,永不灭,
就只相信自己和她!!

Anything is GONE ... NO more

This blog forever for the memory of ZuzuvZaza ...

cause there maybe no more new memory for them .... because i am the owner of this blog...
i should share all the sweet memory of ZuzuvZaza... Cause i Appreciate , i love , i 4ever care about the memory of ZuzuvZaza.. Its 4ver in my Deep Heart ...

Its nothing about the anger of them ----------- Just because Of TIME , PLACE , CARRIER , AMBITION make them CANT control thier destiny themselves...

LETS wish them will stay happy always to step into NEW LIFE ....

CHIANG JIANN JIUNN 4ever LOVE WONG SYE JIA !!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

生日的那天 八月五号

我的生日好快就过了。。。这次虽然并没有庆祝什么的,可是对我来说我有了一首生日歌和一封短短的讯息,我已经很满足了。。。为什么呢?因为距离,梦想,现实让我们分开了,生日的前一天,我根本不能睡觉,一直在等我有谁会sms我。。。好期待的感觉, 可是我知道我的那些猪朋狗友肯定是不会的啦。。。说真的我只等她的sms而已。。。哈哈

滴滴答答,那个时钟一直走一直走,我看好像要到我生日了。。。可是我的电话没个反应。。。我超级紧张的。。。那里知道在要到我生日那几秒之间,她终于打来了,她为了我还跑到外面打个电话,因为大家都睡着了。。。她不惜一切的在外面喂蚊子, 有是一个人呢,很危险的。。。 我知道她非常的忙,因为刚在新学校,一定要稳定所有的东西咯。。。学业第一,感情第二 ,这是我和她之间的承诺!!

那是我并没想到她会唱首生日歌呢。。。好感动,因为我知道这次生日没什搞头的啦,一定超闷的。。。可是她的存在,至少让我有个蛮“清茶淡饭”的生日。。。也算是我一个别开生面的生日=.='。。。我喜欢就可以了。。。在她的面前,我并没有底线!!!因为她特别过每个女孩子!! 我知道她在这要来的friday有个test。。。所以就快快叫她去读书温习。。。虽然我的心里总是有种不甘心“为什么我们不能常常聚在一次”好好谈谈心的时刻,可是还是算了吧,我也知道她有着跟我一样的感觉。。。谈了大约30分钟,她就回房读书了,不打扰她!!

在当天生日,我也没什么节目,就呆在家玩下电脑。。。跟她吵吵嘴,这是我们的三餐吧!!因为她总是不喜欢我讲话没point和笨蛋废话,我也尝试在纠正当中。。。我好像很烦的一直打给她,就算她在上课。。。然后又再吵嘴了。。。真的真的“够情趣”。。。谁叫我在安顺,不再kl。。。没朋友!! 到了晚上,我们还是有吵嘴,因为(我)(很)(烦)。。。现在想起我自己觉得真的很烦,真的很想跟她说“对不起”。。。在要结束我的生日的那一刻,她send了我一个我超惊喜的msg。。。我那时觉得我自己好像小孩子一样,幼稚的一直烦着她,一直烦她读书温习。。。好愚蠢的我!! 那封msg写了一句而已,我打从心里会更加为她改变,会为她付出。。。


她写了 “生日快乐,老公”

在我心里“谢谢您一直对我的迁就,老婆”
(我有信心能够把“距离,梦想,现实再次让我们聚在一起直到永远”)


不分你我
只在俊嘉^_^

Just Wana share zuzuvzaza ( wishing them always)

For me, i duno where to start this couple story, because i have too much stories of them... everything i just keep it in my mind as memory... Since now i wan to share to the public!! Lets u all know thier Sour, Sweet, Shoddy and Peppery?? Lol... Actually zu is the boy and za is the gal... I don wan talk about the start or wat... just talk about thier recently... Za get the reward from goverment, she will be start her nex new skol life in UPM ... she is feeling happy and excited about her new frens n the enviroment of UPM... Same to zu, he feel happy about it... but happy time is not really last long sometime... cause every new life or change will bring new problem to every couple...I think all couple will agree wat i said ^_^ when Za start her 1st day in the UPM, she not really fast know new frens, cause its still feel strange to the place... she not really dare to touch everything easily.. have to survey for a while... After the 1st week , she ady got new frens and buddy too.. if i not mistaken she got 5 seniors there... thier seniors are nice .. but in senior day they bully za seriously lo... what a bad luck day for her... Zu knew that then just try to console her... cause senior day really is a devil day ler... haha !! Za have around 2 weeks orientation in the school... she is veri busy in the U at all.. actually Zu wanna find her is not a easy thing ... before chat about one hour is not problem... now i think 10 mins is very much lo... She really busy busy in social and about her homework too... Zu start to not really comfort with this kind of situantion ... hard to find her.. somemore zu is having a long holiday at all.. nothing to do... his mind just appear za's image... after a month Za in the U ... she stress about her workload ... its very very stress for a medic student.. ( i don have any "sai miang" ) .. haha.. she always got one or two tests within a weeks.. so tat she really not free at all.. the problem start to ovbious lu.... Zu always keep calling her find her... Za sometime feel annoying about the calling then oso try to discuss with zu... because of this they oso always argue too... the new life comes , the new problems come too... its really need sometime to breath n solve this problem.. skillful !!! lol.... ARgghhh... duno how to cont !! wt* ... actually this kind of life Zu face it before in college.. cause he comes to kl early then sure know about it much.. about social about the stress too ... but at last he choose Za and give up social ... cause Zu is very lover Za... at that time Za always find Zu too.. the situation is same .. but not same the character oni... NOW!! the boy is very sad n try to suit himself in the new situation too.. hope can help the gal much and not give her any add-on stress... he hope he can help her lesser the stress too... cause gal sad n suffer , same to the boy oni... beside thats , the boy will try to change his behave become more good .. and treat the gal as good as he can.. cause the boy is not really nice boyfren b4 that... always make the gal crying... he don wan the gal crying anymore, even crying just for the happy and touches thing... i can make sure that the boy will change himself become a new guy and try to solve it all the problem and continue the life wif the gal... THIS IS BECAUSE i heard it from HIS HEART said " i love jia , i want jia feel xinfu and happy everyday, i willing to share her sadness and everything , since i dating wif jia , I know that I'm Yours " ... Today's is zu birthday ... Za gave a special birthday song to zu .. for them , this ady a veri best present ever to zu.. he is touch and happy today !!!